The difference on this most recent reorientation work - is that it's that I'm redrawing the map, not picking a new point on the map and trying to get there. I've erased the longitude and latitudes - and am redrawing the entire goddamn map. and that's some powerful stuff.

Can I join the WTF club??
This feels so like me right now too, it's frightening the similarities that I see. Sometimes I feel like I don't even have a map, let alone a compass. And then I start to ask "How did this happen?" or "Where will it all end up?" Then I get really spooked and overwhelmed.