I get so wound up over men. I love dating - I love romance - I love setting up house - I love holding hands - I love not being able to let go all night long.

but I'm also just fucking tired of chasing that dream - of letting folks in - of offering my heart - and always being told how great I am - - but....

I just need a break from men and their romantic language - and their smell - and their sparkly eyes. I just get too excited - and then set myself up (nobody else) for dissapointment.