gym apathy....

[thoreau]

i've been trying to think of ways to get excited about the gym - I've been experience gym apathy for the last week or so. I go - but begrudgingly - and don't push myself. I friggin' HATE going to the gym by myself. I know that part of it is that I powerfully romanticized working out with Rick so much - that its one of the last remnants of missing him in my life and its one of the last pieces of the "Rickisode." But how do I reclaim the excitement for going to the gym? I just hate being a iPod wearing zombie wandering from machine to machine. I've had to work out partners do well for about a week or so - then both of them found other things to be doing. I think part of it is that I like being at the gym by 545am or so. Thats early. But it's packed by 615am. so - I'm not the only morning gym guy in the world. so - what do to do? thoughts would be appreciated.

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[low-fat-muffin.livejournal.com]

oh I am - I love my new "me" body as a result of going to the gym hard for a year now - and it can only get better. But I just despise doing it by myself. (sigh)