hey, I'm a man, and I'm not a pig, imperfect, yes, overly sensitive, maybe, but also loving and caring and giving. yes, some men are pigs and the guy who broke my heart was definitely one of the pigs, but, I don't know, I've seen the good men and I know a good man for me is there. who knows, maybe the guy I'm "dating" now is him, but even if he isn't, I know it exists. love is the only real thing there is in this universe. even though there are times when I think I can't feel it.
hey , I guess it was my turn to get all serious in my "advice" to you. I've been told that we only give the advice that we ourselves need to hear, so looking back on what I rote, I realize that it is wha I needed to hear 15 days ago when I was feeling like my broken heart would never heal.
Anyway, no advice is really needed, you know in your heart what is true and you just need to feel your current feelings until you don't need to feel them any more, just like I had to, as well.
just know you have a friend in NY who empathises with you, even though I've never physically met you in person, our minds have met, and from one non-pig man to another, you're cared about by many many people.
I get so wound up over men. I love dating - I love romance - I love setting up house - I love holding hands - I love not being able to let go all night long.
but I'm also just fucking tired of chasing that dream - of letting folks in - of offering my heart - and always being told how great I am - - but....
I just need a break from men and their romantic language - and their smell - and their sparkly eyes. I just get too excited - and then set myself up (nobody else) for dissapointment.
I hear you and I understand, I had all this stuff to tell you and all of it suddenly sounded like a bunch of blah, blah, blah, so it's okay to feel the need to protect yourself for awhile. just know you've got friends and that I'll listen if you need to talk.
it's not like I'm in "crisis" or feeling blue - it was much more of simply "where I'm at" - rather than a scream or a negative "funk". I just need to take a break for a while. I got really excited this last few weeks - and dealing with the dissapointment - deserves some quiet time and a break from men.
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hey , I guess it was my turn to get all serious in my "advice" to you. I've been told that we only give the advice that we ourselves need to hear, so looking back on what I rote, I realize that it is wha I needed to hear 15 days ago when I was feeling like my broken heart would never heal.
Anyway, no advice is really needed, you know in your heart what is true and you just need to feel your current feelings until you don't need to feel them any more, just like I had to, as well.
just know you have a friend in NY who empathises with you, even though I've never physically met you in person, our minds have met, and from one non-pig man to another, you're cared about by many many people.
okay, rambling mode is off!
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but I'm also just fucking tired of chasing that dream - of letting folks in - of offering my heart - and always being told how great I am - - but....
I just need a break from men and their romantic language - and their smell - and their sparkly eyes. I just get too excited - and then set myself up (nobody else) for dissapointment.
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