I get so wound up over men. I love dating - I love romance - I love setting up house - I love holding hands - I love not being able to let go all night long.
but I'm also just fucking tired of chasing that dream - of letting folks in - of offering my heart - and always being told how great I am - - but....
I just need a break from men and their romantic language - and their smell - and their sparkly eyes. I just get too excited - and then set myself up (nobody else) for dissapointment.
I hear you and I understand, I had all this stuff to tell you and all of it suddenly sounded like a bunch of blah, blah, blah, so it's okay to feel the need to protect yourself for awhile. just know you've got friends and that I'll listen if you need to talk.
it's not like I'm in "crisis" or feeling blue - it was much more of simply "where I'm at" - rather than a scream or a negative "funk". I just need to take a break for a while. I got really excited this last few weeks - and dealing with the dissapointment - deserves some quiet time and a break from men.
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Date: 2007-10-31 03:04 am (UTC)but I'm also just fucking tired of chasing that dream - of letting folks in - of offering my heart - and always being told how great I am - - but....
I just need a break from men and their romantic language - and their smell - and their sparkly eyes. I just get too excited - and then set myself up (nobody else) for dissapointment.
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Date: 2007-10-31 04:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-10-31 04:40 am (UTC)