thoreau

tonight - in SAN FRANCISCO - in the light of Yes on 8's financing, who knocks on my door? MORMON FUCKING MISSIONARIES. "Elder Bradley" and his buddy (curiously not wearing a nametag) didn't get even get a word out of his mouth. I asked him who let him in the building and asked how they had the guts to show their faces in my city after all the money the church has been spending on hate in California. I asked him to leave - that he was trespassing. He told me he was not. I told him - if he didn't leave on his own. I'd call 911 and report him to the police. He said he wasn't trespassing. I picked up the phone and called the building management - and told them a Mormon missionary was trespassing on the property - and harassing me as a tenant. The building management sent up security - and called SFPD as backup.

I walked with the 'missionaries' and the security guard to the elevator. In the elevator "Elder Bradley" tried to talk and I blurted out "shut your fucking mouth - I don't want to hear anything from you." (if I hadn't controlled myself he might have got smacked.) The management company was waiting in the lobby - and walked with me out - and showed them to the door - and gave them a letter reminding the Mormon church that our building is private property. The management company apologized profusely that a missionary had been let in the building. I'm so angry right now I'm shaking. This wasn't a Halloween prank or anything stupid - this was the MORMON CHURCH recruiting in San Francisco. the younger kid that was with "Elder Bradley" was scared pretty bad with my immediate anger reaction - and even more so by the big black mean looking security guard from downstairs that arrived when they wouldn't leave.

I am so wound up with anger and rage over Prop 8 - and this whole election cycle. FUCK. I do not like myself like this - and hate how I reacted. I went from calm to - GETTHEFUCKOUTORI'LLHURTYOU in nanoseconds.

(getting in car and going to spend the night with David in Palo Alto)